Have you ever thought about the Christmases that have gone by? Have you ever thought " why can't Christmas be like it used to be"? Why can't we be happy with a Gift that is given with love instead of a Gift that we put on a Wish list and has to cost so much? Why have we got so practical at Christmas by asking "what do you want for Christmas?" What have we done to make Christmas into a overdone Celebration? Why do we have to buy the best of food? Why do we have to make Christmas such an expensive Celebration? Or are there people out there who really are sensible at Christmas.

I often wonder if I have ever really understood the meaning of Christmas. I learnt by going to Sunday School and the lessons that I had in School, about the Bible Christmas. It is a beautiful story, and I am always ready to listen to it again at Christmas. But as a youngster it was a bit confusing with this Father Christmas that was always being mentioned, and who had a sled pulled by Reindeer that flew around in the sky and who slid down Chimneys.

I have no photos to show you about my first Christmases, only memories, maybe a bit scattered but somehow really worth keeping. (I have just added photos of some of our Christmas Trees over the years.)

The Christmases that really meant something to me were at Kadina. November-December was mostly a busy time for us kids. We had our School Exams to learn for and to make, and there was always a School Concert, where each Class showed their abilities with Singing Christmas Songs, or a play, or Gymnastics and dancing on the stage in the Town Hall. After the Exams were over we spent a lot of time in the Town Hall practising for the Concert. ( I was fascinated with the School plays. One was called Babushka, I think it is a Russian Christmas Story. I secretly learnt every word of this play off by heart, and at home I used to play all the parts.) This was a celebration that was really taken to heart by the school kids and the Towns people, lots of costumes to be made and lots of songs and poems and play parts to be learnt off by heart. The School Concert before the Summer holidays and Christmas.
The children with excellent School-marks were rewarded with a book. No I never got a reward, but my brother did. I am sure he got a Book for every Primary School Year.

He had a good collection of Biggles Books, which were very popular when we were young. Have you ever heard of Biggles? These were stories of a Pilot in the First World War. I know my brother loved those books. I wonder if he still has them.
I can remember there was always a Christmas Tree that was decorated standing in one of the streets, certainly not as elaborate as these days. We would make paper decorations from Crepe paper and hang them in the School and at home. We didn't have a Christmas Tree, but there were two Chimneys that Father Christmas could slip down. Though Grandma had her big iron bed blocking one fire-place opening!

Our presents were always laid on the end of the bed for when we awoke on Christmas morning.
Once I received a Humpty-Dumpty toy. I loved it. It had a handle to turn which played the music to Humpty Dumpty quite loud. I drove everyone crazy, oh! yes I can remember that I did. Yes, it broke, nobody could fix my Humpty Dumpty. Once I received a Doll. I had my sister's doll, so I suppose Father Christmas decided I should have my own Doll. I am sure that my sister was so glad to get her Doll back again, even though I had bitten it's nose off, and a couple of fingers. It was a Celluloid Doll. Yes, she loved that doll, and I am sure she still has it. ( I did have my doll for quite a while, but once I left it in the morning dew and the skin peeled off, but I still played with her, but she just couldn't be put in the Yearly Doll Show in Kadina.) Once I wished for a Bike, but alas! I can remember walking vainly out on the footpath looking in the sky, perhaps Father Christmas was still on his way. Maybe that was the last time I believed in Father Christmas, not sure!
I can't remember Grandma baking cakes or biscuits for Christmas, but I can remember her chasing the Chooks to cut their heads off for Christmas Dinner. I can remember Christmas pudding and custard. I think it was the only time that I ate the Raisins that were in the Christmas Pudding (probably swallowed them whole), the reason being that there were always Threepences in the Christmas Pudding. Of course we had competitions who would get the most Threepences. (Can you remember Threepence? Gee we used to get a heap of lollies for Threepence in those days, didn't we!) A real treat!
Sometimes we were lucky on Boxing Day to go to the Beach at Wallaroo. Sometimes we went with friends of Grandma who had a big Tent pitched and I can remember that we slept in that big tent. They had lots of kids so there was always something going on. Or one of my Uncles would take us. Oh! what a wonderful day and Oh! what a wonderful Beach it used to be. Grandma used to like to take us to the beach so that we could swim and chase the waves and get plenty of salt water on our skin to heal sores and scabs that we had. She was a clever lady. It did take me a while to get used to the waves, I used to ball my eyes out when I went in the sea. I can remember that as if it was yesterday.
We were happy with Grandma's Christmas, she showed us that Goodwill, Peace and Good Health were the right things to wish for Christmas.

Here in Austria Christmas Eve is the Celebration night. Christmas Songs to be sang, a Good Meal and presents, and many people go to Midnight Mass.
The Christmases in my life have all been different, and lots of different shaped and sized Christmas Trees. Like this strange little one, which seemed to be more wide than high.

I have tried to give my kids good Christmases, We have had Christmases when there was not so much money to buy elaborate presents, there was a Christmas when one of the kids got sick and we spent Christmas Eve by the sick bed, and we didn't even get to decorate our Christmas tree, or even have a Christmas Meal, another Christmas my husband celebrated his Birthday which is on the 24th (hmm he did a that couple of times) and he was unable to enjoy his Christmas Meal,and he couldn't help the kids put their presents together. We have also had Christmases when the Peace and Goodwill got a bit shaky.
There is so much to be done on Christmas Eve. Usually the families come together on Christmas Eve for the Celebrations, so of course there is the Evening Meal to get ready. In the morning there is the last-minute shopping to be done. The Christmas Tree usually is decorated in the afternoon and the presents get put under the tree and, so there is a hustle-bustle as the kids are all excited and impatient to see the Tree and presents. Yes, a stress. Sometimes it is a good stress and sometimes not.
There are so many things that can go wrong. Gee, we have good friends over here, and they bought their grand kids Bunk beds from IKEA and tried to build them ready for Christmas Eve. Oh! so much went wrong, you can imagine, Tempers were flying, thank heavens the kids weren't home. My hubby had to help, and he absolutely fears IKEA furniture especially a few hours before Christmas, because of all the bits and pieces to be put together. We like most people forget to look at the directions which would help a lot of frustration. So the Peace and Goodwill got lost in that household too for a while!
One Christmas Eve we went to Midnight Mass with friends, the ones who built the Bunk Beds from IKEA. It was a beautiful Christmas Evening, White with snow and cold. Buses pulled up at the Church and Tourists joined us in the Christmas Ceremony, English Guests. It was fantastic for me to hear the Hymns in English. Silent Night sung in English ringing through a little Church in a little town in Midnight Mass. That was a Christmas that I will never forget. I don't know if the other people could here the English, but I could.

Well, another Christmas is in the air! What will it bring?
Peace, Goodwill and Good Health are my wishes to you all....